i not sure how i really fell , i know i am tired of acting
what to do .. we are just follow the demand of the society
the one who don;t like to speak , the one who don dare to do
will eventually eliminated by the others who speaks and act
i know everyone is good in acting
everyone have their mask on their face , but what to do this is the society
the one who is weak will u eventually being eaten by the one who are strong
this is the world that the weakling will not survive ,
this is the world that the humankind will be stressing to hide them self
so they won't be betray or eliminated by the other
i am quiet , because i am really tired to continue acting
when i am weak i act i am strong
i never scold ppl directly because i normally scold ppl in scars-tic way
the world will not show the opportunity directly infront your eye
you need to use your heart to feel it
everyone is demanding for the better life
who don wanna be the best or enjoy the life to maximum,
but what is the maximum of enjoyment ???
when u reach to the top u will eventually fall back to the ground
this is life that cannt be argue by anyone
am i self-fish
am i a good keeper for screat ?
i dono i dono who i am and what i am
but i know i am just who i am , this is the things i know
if i can't do it now , what is the things that i actually talk about future
what i really thinking is not others thinking this make me special than others
but then sometimes the more special u are the more suffer for u to join in crowd
because u don understand what others actually want and what you really want
as the time being the will is burning thru the every single nerve of my brain
i am not sad nor happy
i am just have the emotional anymore
because i am not who i really are? or i am the one who already being modify
but this is what i want right ??
i have no define group , because i have no define my own thinking
this make me just a person who dont dare to sound out
this is me this is me
let the time beings please reveal my answer to me ...
i just wana be a person who be able to join in anyone and needed by everyone ...
