if midnight was the time for everyone to sleep~
why am i still awake ? what am i waiting, and what am i going to do ?
life is always fill with unknown,
there is always somethings that we lost everyday~
to gains over somethings that we think it will chill out our days~
if dream , is just a dream, why are we dreaming,
which is just a disaster more than benefit us for looking forwards ,
Looking back to our past, maybe its just somethings that we couldn't change ,
looking forward is just somethings we unknown and hope to shape it like we wanted to,
there is so many people shape by their own belief,
some suffer from sadness because they believe sadness can bring them to a more mature level, as u understand the pain, you will grab as much happiness as possible in future.
some walk out happily in front of everyone, smile and cheer as much as they can, but they don't know what they are really doing, and sometimes contradict with their own personality,
Truth is always a dim light , hide behind the shadow, we don't how it form, but we wanted to feel protected, safe, and being acknowledge for who we really are,
i don't know how many truth that is reveal by other, because everyone have their own truth, as they view from their own view, if there is 1000 human, there will be 1000 truth which are different from other,
But this is life, without looking forward , what we can do ?
this is life, where u are in the middle of survival and enjoyment,
is there a balance point for that ?
i doubt it , as human is an animal that never satisfy,
we want more and more and more,
but once we lost it ,
we will fall to the ground.
There is a word say, book is the place where knowledge hide,
but it might also be a weapon to keep everyone stop thinking, as everything is fixed,
and there is no probability to prove it wrong, because it will be taken as a mistake by the others.
for me book is a place where all knowledge died, if u use it wrongly
the real knowledge come from experience and the things we being exposed to
we see, we do, we understand it, and it will become part of our life.
well at least for me now, life is somethings full of changeable miracle idea, that is buried under the idea of right and wrong, and when the person reach the person can see it from all the way he want, will be the time where person can grow to someone which is able to understand himself and stay in everywhere he wanted to.
29/7/2012 4.26am
